Memeburger, or actually just Kara's Site

This is a very simple page I've set up for now to share my own words. I'll be mostly addressing a lot of stuff that has been said about me here as a defense. This page is not meant to be a list of offenses others have done (so don't expect a list of everything bad Karma, Quote, or whoever has done), but rather the things that have been done to me and why I have done some "bad" things. The offense page will only be my last resort if things fail to change, and I can assure you, it will genuinely be 10x the size of this page. So maybe let's not do that. I'm already tired of keyboard warrior'ing this page up.

Last update: 01/08/2026 2:35 AM. I'll be actively updating this page with new information and hopefully add screenshots or ZIP files soon with more information. (There's a lot of random shit nobody cares about in this and facts, like why even say some of it? My reason is that I want to cover every possible hole for what I'm saying, so I don't have to mention it later)

30/07/2026 10:27 PM: Hello kiwifarms! Sorry that you had to find out about this site this way (trust me, I didn't want this drama to get outside of my circle and the soyjak administration) but I guess it's now been publicized because people couldn't shut up about memeburger.st - I'll again say, I'm not a failtroll, foodist, pedophile, or whatever. Read the TL;DR's. I have nothing against sprate header (besides how he has handled me specifically as a "lolcow"), and I am not in any groups that promote illegal content.

01/08/2026 2:32 AM: I've come to the conclusion nothing will really happen or change at this point and people will continue thinking I'm a bottom-of-the-barrel scum even though there's so much piles of proof that I am not and acts of good-will I have done, merely just misunderstood and falseflagged to hell by random indonesian children from the UTTP, so it's quite pointless to keep updating this or bothering, the site will remain up though, and if someone directly asks me to expand on something, I'll try my best. I cannot be assed to care anymore though. The damage to my friend circle is pretty much done already, and the Dabbers are dead. Sprate & Cegeli will probably launch their full "life-ruination" attack on me soon (and literally nothing will probably happen), so whatever, have fun with that and what may come of it, I guess. Atleast I was able to get my side out. sorry karma. i'll try to make it up to you soon and hopefully fix things on my end with the people i had a fall out with.

Quick List (as this is getting too messy now)

About Me

26 | mtf genderfluid retard witch who's obsessed with edgy stuff and autistic hobbies that nobody cares about, hated universally by all sides of the internet for being Not Like The Others. I have been chronically online for nearly 15 years and have nothing outside of the internet.

As for programming, I do C/C++, Golang, 65816/6502/x86_64 assembly mainly, though I know almost all the languages out there.

My only official accounts

Please do not contact me on Discord if you just intend to invite me to retarded groupchats or servers. I will not be joining them and I will not be your personal lolcow. If you have an actual inquiry, or want help with something like code, I will only talk to you if you give me $20 BTC at bc1qnufr6m0yt6hrd8aqpj72l4wcpc00ttelwac0qh, otherwise your friend request will be ignored, as I do not like wasting my time with unserious people. This is known as the "Karma" method.

This will be updated if I have any more public outlets (likely not) If you see an account of me that is not in this list, it is not me and someone impersonating me. I also own another website, which I won't put the link to here as I don't want to deal with raids from soysphere users. nigger.st is not my site, it is a site owned by 9a0c's friends, specifically J. I also do not use any imageboards, so anyone claiming to be me while posting on them is 100% not me. Fun fact, posting links to nigger.st is grounds for a instant perma hardware ban on the Soyjak IRC and the Soyjak Party and Booru. They made a specific word filter for it LOL. Quote/Karma also spent money to ddos/boot the site offline and J was forced to set up a cloudflare tunnel to fix it.

Main Takeaway (TL;DR)

I am not, and have never EVER been a pedophile, lolicon, swatter, animal gore spammer, or whatever the fuck. I believe these people are the actual scum of the earth and the reason why the interent is so fucking cancerous nowadays. Get this in your fucking heads already. People love falseflagging me and claiming to be me while doing abhorrent shit. I may have been retarded on the internet a couple of times, but I have never, ever posessed or posted illegal material. I do not associate with Foodists, or whatever boogeyman of the now is currently out there. Anyone posting bad stuff while using my name "Kara", "john fortnite kennedy", is not me.

The longer version is: Because a lot of people have been saying this for whatever reason, no I do not participate in age regression, I do have a diaper fetish, and I could be considered apart of the wider "AB/DL" (adult baby diaper lover) community but for obvious reasons I am only an DL, and I do not participate in the other side of the community because generally it is full of annoying retards (fighting over diaper brands and "transphobia" is the most braindead shit I've ever seen, grow the fuck up) and I just jack off to the sensory feeling that diapers give me and I don't think I should need to explain it further. it's not that fucking deep. I'm not a pedophile and anyone who claims so is likely just a underage indonesian chronically online projecting retard trying to play mental gymnastics to get people to hate me. I've been falseflagged a lot, so I thought I'd clear that up before you go on to talk about retarded shit. There's a lot of cases where the people who are against me have turned out to be utter pieces of shit themselves and can only cover for it by projecting their shitty behaviour on others.

Dabbers

About the dabbers in general since a lot of retarded soicacas claim it's apparently a "pedocord". The dabbers was always meant to be a friend group. It is not a pedocord, it is not a groomcord (wouldn't discord have banned me already if this was the case, my accounts are genuinely from 2016 (259341151402852353 @diaperedstinker, made in Dec 16, 2016, this is my main account and has been since forever (and yes, I've used alts before in 2020, but out of paranoia of getting "doxxed". I don't really care now anymore so that's why I use my real main account now)), we have never advertised it anywhere, and I imagine someone would have reported me already if what people say about it was the case and all of my accounts would have been hardware-banned, and I would've had the authorities called on me already, why would I still have an account on Discord if I'm an actual pedophile? Most accounts owned by failtrolls get banned usually really quickly or caught up in hardware bans. Discord's anti ban evasion system is as good as sharty fingerprinting, if not better.), and it hasn't been active or existed since 2025 now because I JSIDed it for being a dead unfunny shithole that couldn't come close to what it formerly was in 2016. "realize how he provides no proof and just says that he is not a pedo? also realize how he never mentioned his pedocord? Interesting! ~2026-531 (talk) 15:43, 26 July 2026 (UTC)"

You're retarded. How do you get proof you're not a pedophile? Shouldn't it be the other way around, how do you get proof that I'm a actual pedophile? There's none. The most you have is me ERPing with known adults. (which to be fair is kind of retarded and I admit I shouldn't ERP, but sometimes the libido gets out of control and the opportunities are too good to miss) The only reason you believe that I'm a pedophile is because I'm a diaper fetishist and because you thought that some other random "Kara" account on discord which talked about age regression was me, in that case and thinking with your own logic, wouldn't Doll also be a pedophile? You have zero proof of me doing anything bad on my actual Discord accounts, no message IDs, no actual real mobile recordings (screenshots and DiscordChatExporter are unreliable since custom discord clients let you modify messages, Screen recordings from mobile clients, especially iOS are the only ones that can be reliably verified)

Infact; I asked for consent to release a export of the old Dabbers Chat from 2025 (which was the last server) as I had it archived, and everyone agreed to it, so here it is for your own reading. Come to your own conclusion wheter or not it's pedophilic. (We periodically clear chats, so this isn't the full history, but about a month of history should be enough to tell you that we are literally fucking harmless and the worst we do is risque edgy humor. This is the same chat the pyo raids happen on)

The dabbers also have a 18+ only rule, and we specifically disavow TOS-breaking content.

About the SNCApedia/SECApedia/whatever it goes by now by article

Genuinely almost all of the information in it is wrong, and the facedox and addresses aren't even mine, or are ones I haven't lived at for 10 years. I've tried so long to get this article modified and rewritten in a good manner, but there's simply no one who wants to do this and this article is straight up being used as fact in a lot of places despite the fact that for example the telegram screenshots of me supposedly being a pedophile are straight up faked by Redditor and are not even me, the CP spam on the Chinny was done by Anonimos using my trip which I literally publicly released at one point along with the scripts I used to set all my flags, so it's not me, and I have always publicly disavowed foodists and other failtroll groups (funfact: I actually pushed for the usage of the term "Failtroll", and wrote that huge page myself on the soyjakwiki, so how could I be a pedophile?), and really; I just want to have fun on the internet. "But why must you be a selfish little fuck who won't rewrite his own article if you so want and desire for it to be fixed?!" Simple: It would be a biased view if I did it myself. Literally anyone else who has known me for a long time, or someone with actual experience on the subjects should do it. It's also not hard to just remove the fake screenshots from it and pedophile claims, that would be literally enough to me.

Source of the script I had used for my tags on the Chinny (probably invalid by now, but I had shared this with the site and you can see how it contained my trip there):

function brapParameters() {
document.querySelectorAll("#vril").forEach(input=>{ input.value = "af zionist alunya stranser d l aaf country mykola nato"; });
document.querySelectorAll('input[name="name"]').forEach(input=>{ input.value = "Crinkle Witch Kara ## diaperfrozen"; });
document.querySelectorAll('input[name="subject"]').forEach(input=>{ input.value = "[AAF/HAF] [BLDN] [AA]"; });
document.querySelectorAll('input[name="email"]').forEach(input=>{ input.value = "seagullironyfunny@yahoo.com"; });
setTimeout(brapParameters, 250);
}
document.addEventListener("DOMContentLoaded", brapParameters);
setTimeout(brapParameters, 250);

// other one
function brapParameters() {
document.querySelectorAll("#vril").forEach(input=>{ input.value = "rhodesia stranser pirate greatbritain af zionist alunya jihad d i a p aaf country_tw mykola nato kobe slopjak kekistan unabomber"; });
document.querySelectorAll('input[name="name"]').forEach(input=>{ input.value = "Kara ## realdiaperkara"; });
document.querySelectorAll('input[name="subject"]').forEach(input=>{ input.value = ""; });
document.querySelectorAll('input[name="email"]').forEach(input=>{ input.value = "seagullironyfunny@yahoo.com"; });
setTimeout(brapParameters, 250);
}
document.addEventListener("DOMContentLoaded", brapParameters);
setTimeout(brapParameters, 250);

Yes, I popularized the usage of the term "Failtroll" when I made that article.

Verbatim from my emails with NuSoynonymous

"As for what exactly happened with the Chinny and why the Kara article contains so much weird information: I had a fallout with the Shemmy admin "Poly" in Jaikacuz's discord (which Redditor used to be in) and they convinced Anonimos (?) to spam CP using a chilean VPN and a userscript (that i LITERALLY released myself) to add the flags and the names I used and then make up a bunch of shit on a Telegram channel about me which was added to the article randomly without fact checking at all. I have pointed this out many times even in the talk page of the Chinny article (which admittedly was dumb because I was flaming so I wasn't taken as seriously) and I can assure you 100% that I'm not a pedophile and have never touched such matters."

My full emails with NuSoynonymous during the Karma saga.

TL;DR

The TL;DR is, almost all of the shit in this article is incorrect, the telegram screenshots are false, I'm not a pedophile, nor a age regressor, someone else is falseflagging me as one (likely a UTTP member because all of these falseflags are written in extremely poor grammar, and you'll see this reflected in a screenshot below), I do not associate with any foodist/trihard groups even (these guys don't even like me to begin with, so why would i be one, yes I was a former trihard, but I never interacted with foodists. I was told that someone was using my name on there, so I wanted to clear that up, that is not me), yes I fucked up and posted animal gore once in 2022 (but it wasn't something I actually looked for and downloaded, instead in the form of a repost from another account on the fediverse from a user called @fartkart, I never ever saved this content to my device, and I retracted my post inmediately after being told off about it and I sincerely apologize for having shared it, I'm not a zoosadist and I think they're rotten pieces of shit that can burn in hell), and I've said fucked up shit, I've been in retarded groups like Torswats/Lambright Legion (even though I never participated in the swatting part, and was only there because it was tangentially related to trihard and I wanted the memes, and to participate in that community mostly for the actual people that were there from Legion that I thought were fun/interesting to talk to, like Petter, Cruzz and Mango), but I'm not like that anymore and have not been since my girlfriend commited suicide. I apologize to Claire for what happened with chudbuds and I'm sorry for larping that it was me behind the hack. It was not and I just wanted to take brownie points for it, but quickly turned back when I realized what had actually happened and how fucked it was, and I also want to extend this apology to everyone I may have hurt with something I have done or been involved in, I'm sorry and I really wish I could make up for the amount of damage I've caused but I don't put all the blame on myself but it's still my fault for hanging out with fucked up people.

Sprate Header & Cegeli, Pyohato drama

For the record about the Sprate Header shit, and I'd like to come clean about this, basically Sprate Header, since that fartkart incident back in 2022, has been constantly obsessing over me and stalking me along with a group of other people that used to formerly be my friends years ago, specifically Zsonal (who I named my email after, and like, this is something dumb that happened when I was really young, the sole reason Zsonal hates me and wants me dead is because I got his childhood almost 15 year old ROBLOX account "GavinTheZavin" (hence why my email was named Gavin A. (which is the name I set for it almost 9 years ago when I created that email around the same time I got him banned, and haven't changed since) It was me poking fun at him) banned by replacing one of his games with inappropiate content using team create because I wanted to get him banned on purpose. Nobody else saw the games, I just uploaded it and reported it. All of this drama comes from a fucking ROBLOX account.) I'd apologize for this as well but you have clearly demonstrated your hostile intentions towards me and how unforgiving you are when it comes to this shit, and here I thought you were a good person and would have seen that I had changed after realizing my identity, so sorry not sorry Gavin, Gyula (who I don't remember why he hates me, but I believe it was just my autism), and some random person called Cegeli/Casparqwer - these people have been obsessively stalking me and pretty much trying to ruin my life in any form possible, and they have done this by even asking for help from previous people who have been my enemies, including fellas from the UTTP (specifically a splinter group called SkibidiState/DPOS, Degeneracy Police Order State (wow this is so corny)), this has led to nothing but increeasing amounts of shitshows in the communities I have been involved in, people turning against me, and a whole bunch of shit. Cegeli's case is special; he hates me mostly because of what I apparently did to some artist called Pyohato.

Note: Dargereldren is another alias I use sometimes. I don't know who the fuck these people from the UTTP are, but they're all legitimately spastic low IQ chimps as will be evidenced later, they were hunting for new lolcows and when they figured I wasn't worth their time, they stopped. They did however, reach out to Cegeli (and Sprate Header) for information about me. And I have reasons to believe that Cegeli personally sent them after me.

Although Pyohato wouldn't admit it for good reasons (and he never will), I'll be completely honest about it: I was always friends with him (under the alias "Memoca", if you ever saw that account on a mastodon site, that was me, this goes back to 2016/2017) and what happened with him was something simply about trolling and for the love of the game, Pyohato was this artist from the UK who was mainly known for his web series nebulamancers, and me and some people I used to formerly know which I don't think is necessary to name, we all used to be friends with him. Pyo at one point however expressed his distaste for the Discord server the whole thing had, especially considering how it was unofficial and he had zero control over it, the people in it being utterly annoying, plus he had a bunch of games that he was planning to release around that time, but genuinely had almost nothing to show for it (development hell), so in fashion and as a coverup, we pretended to be rabid funamusea fans (look this up) and "harass him off the internet" and then fuck with his discord server in a way to give pyohato some peace and space to breathe. I guess some people did try to genuinely harass him after all with this, but we mostly targetted the people in his discord, not him. I also only targetted nebulamancers adjacent communities for trolling purposes because of this as well, because I wanted people to forget about Pyo. As of today I am not doing anything with the fandom or Pyo anymore, and do not have plans to do so anyways because the Dabbers are gone.

There was a dumb name I used during this whole trolling campaign, which was "NebulaCunny1488", admitedly a really fucking bad name, but I can assure you, nothing I posted on that account even came close to being pedophilic, infact, the name was exclusively a jab and mockery of another member of said community, someone called Gamizard/Makemake (also the current owner of a Yume Nikki project called YNOproject), who had associated, and ERP'ed with a minor called Erekxnny and I was personally spitroasting his ass about it (Apparently I'm the villain for doing this). I don't think I really need to go into detail about it, this was back in 2021 and I barely remember most of it, but I can assure you all that this was with zero pedophile intentions and it was mostly because I wanted to do justice for said friend. There's a document detailing Makemake here. A lot of the information in this is wrong (I was never friends with Makemake, quite the opposite actually from what I've said here, mostly just misinformation made up by someone I've made up with already who hated me called Zeph)

Funamusea drama, Funamusea Wiki server raid, Rosedarkling incident in 2024

I feel like this is worth bringing up as I was apart of this incident, and I was behind the writing of this article on the soyjak wiki. Basically, a friend of Pyo's himself told me that it would be really funny to fuck with this person from the funamusea wiki called Rosedarkling, and I fully agreed to it because I wanted to do something about Funamusea and it's fandom for a while, as it's arguably 10000% worser than Pyo's considering that there's actual, unironic pedophilic material on it. This led to a full blown harassment campaign happening on /raid/, and most of it is documented in the Funamusea article on the soyjakwiki. I don't really have to say much besides that. I helped with some of the work (including writing the original /raid/ thread, which would make me guilty of being behind the whole thing, but it was a friend who wanted it after all), but most of the harassment came from soyteens. And again, why would I do all of this if I'm a pedophile apparently? Almost all of my actions have been against them, and you all-very-well know the herd mentality that pedophiles operate with.

TL;DR

The TL;DR is, this entire harassment/stalking campaign on me is being led by a single russian autist who heavily hates me (Cegeli), wants to get me off the internet and got in contact with Sprate Header to pull this off, with the help of former friends of mine (Zsonal, Gyula, Zeph, AlexTheTrain) that also hate me for really fucking retarded reasons, and they've somehow asked for and gotten help from random indonesian children from the UTTP to pull this off. Maybe don't do the exact same thing I apparently did to Pyohato if you want things to change, especially sending actual pedophiles and animal gore spammers towards me. There's also Sucypedo from the Swinny, but nobody cares about him. He just makes corny AI edits of the face he thinks is mine and a bunch of retarded shit lmao

On display: The actual IQ of these people. I'm not shitting you. These people have somehow managed to convince everyone that I'm a pedophile. You cannot make this shit up. Is any of this sentence even readable?

And because this is the UTTP we're talking about, I believe that one of them is falseflagging me as a pedophile and doing actual CSAM spam under my name. There was another attempt at harassment from the UTTP lately which included sending me illegal material, and I can only attest what the result of this was. These are YOUR people cegeli. 5+ different accounts is fucking insane. Again, why are you using the same methods I apparently used on Pyohato? Your morals are all over the fucking place.

Karma/Ronald, Sharty Gigaleak

As for 9a0c and the Karma/Ronald drama: First off, I'm not Limeade or 9a0c or whatever his name is now. I did talk to him on a couple of occasions, and I helped him with preparing the gigaleaks and then the Femtanyl person also came in and I believe they're associated to 9a0c. The reason I'm really mad at karma is something I described on a post on nigger.st - Some of my domains started redirecting to it because I became friends with the owner of that site, and I guess he told me to advertise it, so I changed my domains to point to the site. I'd elaborate more on what happened with "Tamas" but I don't feel like it at the moment.

So why did you backstab karma after knowing him and being friends with him for 5+ years? For a week before the whole Sharty Gigaleak incident, I was getting pretty fucking mad at him, because I had been kicked out from a discord friend group for apparently being a pedophile, and their only source, was the SNCApedia article on me, and the fake screenshots on it - I told Karma that I wanted him to personally tell GapeNewell (and as a side note, I knew that SNCApedia was quotecord-owned the whole time) to either blank my article, or outright rewrite it. I warned him, his friends, that I would do something he didn't like (all of the leaks in this case) if he didn't talk to me or do what I wanted, even said a couple of retarded larp things in the IRC like swatting GapeNewell, which never happened.


By the way, you always had the chance to prevent this. But you decided to just take this as a joke and think that I wasn't going to do anything. Just rubbing it in. And to reiterate, I never called shit to GapeNewell's house. I just said that to scare the shit out of them (which it did)

Verbatim from my post on nigger.st "the least i asked was for you to tell your slave gapenewell to blank out my article on sncapedia because of all of the shit redditor made up about me, i'm not a pedophile, will never support pedophilia, and if i ever associated with somebody you deem bad, or a site (like the chinny, shortly, and then later having anonimos impersonate me) it was only because i didn't realize their true colors until way too late and really, i just want to fucking have fun and make friends. the last thing i want to do is be slandered as a pedophile, you can call me a retarded tranny, you can call me a retarded diaper fetishist, you can say whatever the fuck you want about me, but i draw the line at that. not only have you made me lose a bunch of friends with that shit, but i can barely hang out in any communities anymore because people just claim i'm a pedophile over false telegram screenshots that redditor and jaikacuz made up."

I was friends with Karma/Ronald the entire time all the way up until early 2026 when he got arrested by authorities and we decided to part ways, and I only turned on him because what happened on that discord was enough to make me absolutely fucking fume at him, and I was in the full knowledge of the nuuru being developed, a bunch of sharty internals and other stuff including schlog dms, some user info, etc. Not everything was released, like Quote's actual, genuine dox, which I planned to release because I had it (and I will not unless he himself gives me a reason to do so, eye for an eye, or the articles on me are properly rewritten (and I know this will never happen) as it would be a complete waste of my time otherwise, I want to get what I'm fighting for, not just release something and have everyone still think the same of me). SNCApedia was kneecapped which is what I wanted anyways, so I guess in a way I don't really care anymore, the damage's done.

And to quote personally, since he somehow believes that I'm behind every 'p spam that has been happening to the sharty after the leaks: You have genuinely fucking lost it. Why would I do the exact same thing I have been always against since forever? I used to actually like your site (as evidenced by my old booru accounts, my wiki account, which were made under your ownership). I used to actually be friends with your developer (Karma), infact knew about him for almost a decade. The things you have done to the site and me personally with him (that I forgive you for, as it's not fully your fault) are things that nobody deserves. Even then, I would never go this low to get back at you or Karma. All of the leaks only happened because of that small provocation that involved your controlled-opposition website SNCApedia. I didn't want to do it in the first place.



As for my involvement with 9a0c and nigger.st

nigger.st was a imageboard owned by J, one of 9a0c's friends, which was meant to be a shitposting 18+ imageboard for having fun and posting porn (oyyy), and I was only friends with 9a0c for a short period of time, as he had found my discord server through one of my domains. Avackus' Niche at the time, which had a discord invite to my server, and at first I was going to ban him from it, but then he talked to me, and one day he's just like "hey so like, i don't want to let the sharty jannies have this "moral victory", i'm thinking about releasing a bunch of stuff to prove that i'm not a pedophile" (see screenshots above, I got this wrong at first but it's fixed now) and I was like oh yeah, what better way to help than to just leak a bunch of internals that I knew about the sharty, especially the nuuru shit, this literally came at the perfect time when I was getting mad at Karma. I was planning to leak the sharty stuff without 9a0c's involvement, but he came in at just the right time and we both worked together on the leaks. I'm no longer friends with 9a0c as of writing this (25/07/2026), and haven't been for almost a week, and I quit the splinter he hosts.

The reason I "impersonated" dregonsteps, is because, DregonSteps is actually kind of a important piece here, he was one of Karma's closest friends, and I wanted him to know in a way, that it was me doing this shit, because from what I saw, he had no idea it was me. And this also ties in to a certain part now.

Around this same time, one of my friends, who I will refer to as "Noodle", decided to invite me, and 9a0c to a IRC server owned by Gillkoyim, this was a temporary thing, but we decided to use this IRC to coordinate parts of the leaks we were doing and get help from Gill on stuff like doxxing quote, since he had been in the soyjak IRC servers and logged a bunch of stuff about quote, especially that PolyMC stuff, which i used to contact his friends and find out more about him, eventually running into his dox, which I planned to release on the Swinny, but didn't because he came to an agreement with me. Quote, basically on a account named "Skate" (which i snitched about on SNCApedia), came into Gill's IRC, and personally talked with me about the whole situation. Quote was basically fully convinced that I was a pedophile/foodist whatever the fuck and I proved to him otherwise, and he ended up banning Gill and a bunch of the people from the soybooru, and part of my negotiation was that I'd leave the IRC, for at the very least unbanning Gill since he had nothing to do with me and had been banned for offsiting in the first place, but I guess Quote decided to not lift his ban, instead changing it to "Tried to dox me" which is true, as Gill was how I found out Quote's real identity anyways, which I guess is better than being banned for offsiting (lol). I am not in GillKoyim's IRC server or associated with him at all as of writing this (25/07/2026), and haven't been ever since I talked to Quote himself on there.

Closing notes

I've considered just letting go of this name and alias, the whole Kara/john fortnite kennedy shit and going to different accounts altogether but i feel like that'd be worse and just letting these people who have been continually harassing me for years have their win. Because then if the actual me is gone someone else could just outright just completely take over as me, impersonate me, do horrible shit and it'd put me in a even worse situation than now. While if i'm still verifiably me it's harder for that to happen. And I think it's fair to live entirely out of spite for these people who hate me. Yes, I would have killed myself a long time ago if it wasn't from the adrenaline I feel from all the hatred. I'm only still alive because you keep me alive. It's funny. I have lost everything else I cared for, including the love of my life, so hate is the only thing that keeps me going. I have nothing outside of the internet, nothing going on in my life, nobody to talk to.

To sprate header personally: I know you're all working on that KF thread about me, and I fully accept that as my inevitable fate, I guess my years of retardation on the internet deserve to be documented, but as I've warned you, I'm narcissistic as fuck and this might push me into attentionwhoring to a next level and completely using it for my own advantage in terms of networking and hopefully making new friends (I'm sure you'll see what happens when you do release it and see what I'll do. The temptation of a discord invite...), even if it means having to sift out all the bad people and utter retards. I'd enjoy the victim status, but at the same time I feel like you, yourself should be honest about how you have sourced this information, and the things you have done to me and my friend circle with Cegeli and Zsonal. That, personally, has to stop. You need to stop harassing my friends.

You are literally doing the exact same shit that KF tells you not to do, which is cowtipping. You and cegeli, have personally gone, and contacted my friends in order to attack me (and apparently my parents, who I haven't talked to in very well over 6 years since I moved out, the fuck is wrong with you?) and try to get me off the internet (which, after everything that's happened, all of these supposed doxes, and me not leaving despite it all (any sane person would have left with this much info on them out there), should tell you everything about how much I actually care about this.) Sprate can keep doing whatever the fuck he wants but this shit with manipulating my own friends needs to fucking stop.

And I understand the SNCApedia article probably won't be changed (swinnymonkeys are fucking spastic and will believe literally anything anyways), but I'd at the very least like to say my side of the story and why I did everything I did lately.

A lot of people ask me why I am the way I currently am, and I guess I can only say that prolonged bullying and harassment towards me, hanging out with the wrong people like Zsonal, Carrot, Karma, Hitius, Trenchie, and communities like the blockland forums, the old roblox community, are the only reason why I am currently like this. Why else would I become a "troll" and "harass" an artist off the internet, fuck with a website (SMWCentral) for a decade? It's just petty revenge at the end of the day and wanting to prove a point to the people that called me autistic and retarded, proving that I am better than this, and these same people are now scared of me. Good. I want you to be scared of me, in a way, you've made me the "monster" I am today. And I hope you're happy with your end result. You did all of this, and you will live with it for the rest of your life. Nothing would have happened otherwise, not the Pyohato shit, not the Funamusea shit, but I guess pushing people's buttons makes them freak out, which is a totally new finding. Dabbers always was my way of getting petty revenge for getting bullied for being autistic years ago, and I guess, in a way, I did end up getting what I wanted, which was the notoriety. But at the same time I don't think it was really all that worth it considering the current state of things. Oh well. I will forever be above you all.

Want me to stop? Let me have friends normally again, stop stalking me and my friend circle, and quit it with your retarded mental gymnastics. Just forget about me, and you'll be able to be happy. Otherwise I can just keep being who I currently am, and keep being the tumor on the internet that you so desire gone, and I won't ever go away, and I'll keep spiraling until the end of times.

That's all. Karma World 2 will be released soon, and if I keep getting pushed, I might as well just become the blade that kills off the soysphere for good. None of you were grateful for anything I ever did anyways, so I guess it's fair enough. ~Kara