If any lovely creatives want to make fanart for the channel, please use the tag #azealfanart and tag me in it so I'll be able to see it! I've created a Bsky feed of specifically fanart (in addition to the all fan artist posts one) and will be manually adding all of the existing fanart posts here too

"Fireflies" (Blender, 120kb). To be clear, no GenAI was used, I will drop the .blend and an explanation below.

Blend file, should render on any 5.0.1 or newer install: drive.google.com/file/d/1UpVx... The way I made the funky lines is just by cranking the sample count down to 1 and using OIDs worst quality settings to give it zero information to work with trying to figure out the glass refraction. Ye :3

LIE LIE LIE LIE!! Out now everywhere! Music video here - youtu.be/DRc4QzGisiI?...

Fanart of Ruby, my favorite character in SuitU 🩷

YO HYPE UP MY BESTEST GIRLIEPOP FOR THIS BANGER 🍄🔥

I can't believe the guy who turned a small loan of a million dollars into $1.8 billion in personal debt doesn't understand how to manage the national budget

“i’m learning blender” that’s great! i’ve been practicing microwave for a while and i think i’ve gotten pretty good at it. might tackle toaster next

I got BSKY just for this lol #azealfanart Here’s a silly :3 I might make a more pajama twinky one later

Hm, today feels so much like a sketch day. But I did knock out some more art for Azalae! #Azealfanart I also did art for as well, she deserves it! I dunno if it counts as concept art for a potiental model for Azalae, but I decided to do it nonetheless!! (Ria art in replies!)

#azealfanart :> been watching the streams since the beginning!! made a bluesky account because of you haha. Hope u like <3

It's not a competition, ofc, but I'm often thinking about how many eggs helped crack... Like, I know personally a bunch, but would be fun to get a statistics at some point.

patreon.com/azealvr for rampant homosexuality on the daily

Azalae here, thank you so much to for giving me the opportunity to use this amazing fanart as a profile pic on my NSFW account!! I'm absolutely in love with the design, and the fact that they made it out of passion and kindness is really heartwarming and validating 🧡✨

Oops... Fixed the layering on the nose. >.>

At dinner rn but I plan to go through some more fanart for the contest tonight. Expect an actual announcement video on the channel soon! Also I am considering increasing the prize pool a bit :3

I'M LOSING MY MARBLES CHAT HELPPPPP

If you don't follow this entity pure of artistic talent I will find you and steal your gender (you won't get it back until you do)

I think these two graphs from my YouTube studio accurately represent my life as a whole right now. Salty transphobes are walking away from a new era of my channel, filled with an invigorating and contagious joy that comes from me being my true, authentic self for the first time ever. 🏳️‍⚧️✨🧡

Someone poison the local water supply with the gay frog chemicals, we only need one more trans'd gender we can do this chat!!! azeal.me/egg

Can someone remind me why of all the silly internet foxgirls I'm the one who ended up repping the VRChat transfems I am unequivocally a PR nightmare

IT DON'T MATTER THO 500 BABY LET'S FUCKING GAY

So how long do I get to make my newly self-discovered queerness my "thing" before the conservatives are right about me and I become a walking fox news segment with makeup and anime titties

Honestly just call me mistress chef at this point

azeal.me/egg trust me, worth 🙏

To be a bit less mysterious, it's a really short survey about gender and if/how my channel impacted you :)

Bad thoughts I have had about myself since coming out: - You're just making it up for clout - It's too late to change your mind - Being outwardly fem is too scary - I'll never look as beautiful as ___ - This fucking sucks, too hard :(( - A REAL girl you would feel ___

In other words, yeah all that shit fox news drills into conservatives every day like it's [REDACTED] on a friday night really sticks with you man, it's rough. I can tell it's gonna take years to unfuck my self image just from conservative idea splash damage and I came out less than a week ago

being trans is when you

:3

I think I have become the "whole personality" thing the conservatives hate and that's really funny at least for now, the bit will probably wear off but that's okay lol

I want you to take a look at these two kind, lovely comments. Firstly, thank you to both of the commenters for your kind words! 🧡 However... do you see those rounded boxes with the replies? I didn't write those. They just popped up as "recommended replies" on my YouTube Studio without me opting in.

I understand why this exists from a financial incentive standpoint — huge media outlets get to fake repeated engagement, the YT devs get to tell mommy google they got the Gemini API working through their interface, and the investors get some copium after spending billions on silicon for this shit.

If there's anyone in content creation/any creative field reading this, please tell me your thoughts on GenAI fan interaction. I'm open to hearing opposing viewpoints, if you see a disagreeing reply that seems sensical please actually try to engage with it since I want real discourse here.

The feminine urge to stay up until 7am reading the flood of loving and supportive comments on my coming out video while also seeing the mass exodus of transphobes from my sub base in real time 💅✨

Currently realizing I'm just as sassy as cis azzy was but now it's like... buffed by the girlboss multiplier. Why didn't anyone tell me about this part, I could've been so much more of a little shit on the timeline all these years

Oh my gosh there's so much fanart to go through o.o gah damn y'all are amazing

I have created an incomplete list of changes in the last week simply from accepting my own transness. To be perfectly clear, I have not started my medical or irl social transitions; these changes are caused purely by self-acceptance, and I think that's pretty fucking cool for so many reasons :)

7. I can look in the mirror. I've always disliked staring into my own eyes looking back at me. I told myself I just didn't like how I look, but I know why now. It feels like looking at a house where you went through immense pain, but seeing the boxes around you and knowing that it's almost over

8. I feel... sexy. Even though I look way more masc than I want to and currently wouldn't find myself attractive as a fem person, I have so much confidence in my ability to make someone feel the rush of flirtation elegantly and enjoyably, which seems to be working from some of my friends' responses~

Everyone really liked my mii so I decided to fiddle around with different hairstyles.

I think I'm cooking chat. chat guess what I'm cooking. no seriously gue

#azealfanart nowhere near what it could be (tested new art style) but i just wanted to make something a bit nice for you :3

*sees fox in backyard* me: Oh my god hit vrc journalist Azeal Azealae from YouTube dot com????? Fox: *cough/gags(?) then runs away*

#azealfanart I've had a difficult time defining what my identity is, what do I leave behind and what will remain? The crushing weight of the real world shattered my passion & desire to create, and for the longest time I never thought I'd get it back. "The hardest part of ending is starting again"

Azalae, for #art #azealfanart

I'm on my phone and don't have access to affinity photo, can someone creatively edit a trans flag into this product render in some way or another and make the final image 16:9 so I can use it as a group banner in vrchat don't say the joke if you know it, this is my moment and I will be very sad

Shoutout and for bringing my shitpost idea to reality on short notice, hmu if you have an Ally and pronouns and I'll send you an inv vrchat.com/home/group/g...

took a shot at making #azealfanart, hope it's good!

💛 For the beautiful soul 💛 You have given others the platform to speak and be seen, so it's your time to be seen by us! And we are all here for you and I can say that we are so happy to be part of this! 🖤🖤🖤 Thank you for showing us you ~ ▪️▪️▪️ #azealfanart

Being out is wild, it's been 24 hours and I feel like I've already unlocked a dozen new quest lines for self-discovery. I was an active and effective ally for YEARS, but experiencing trans joy (and fear) for a single day has given me more understanding than my entire career of activism combined. 🏳️‍⚧️✨

Holy fuck my egg just cracked in front of 800+ viewers on stream. Like, in real time. No pre-recording, no editing, just the "oh, I'm trans... well fuck" right then and there. For context, I've been streaming pretty much my entire gender crisis over these past few weeks, and I'm so, SO glad I did.

...they weren't alone. Those terrifying, painful, existential feelings don't mean you're worthless, dangerous or evil — they're indicators of a need for change. What kind of change? Well, I have no idea... and I don't just mean for everyone else. Like, I personally have NO idea what my endpoint is.

Like I'm sure I'll figure some of this stuff out eventually, but holy shit dude this is like some NG+ type shit and I feel like I only got like a C rank on my first playthrough 😭 Of course, whatever I do end up discovering from here on out, I won't be doing it alone. So, let's say some thank-yous.

Experiencing gender euphoria rn because of this, huge thank you to who you should all follow right this second

Me, & ... it's voice training time >:3 LIVE today @ 3PM Pacific youtube.com/azeal

So i made a nother drawing for the Azzy Fan Artists!! feed. In this one we have compforting . There were also cool flowers :3 Love how the lighting turned out on this one. [ #fanart I #art I #AzzyFanart I #Drawing ]

Some sketches I did during ‘s gender crisis streams. All the best, and good luck to you on your journey.

I made a Bsky user list for all the kind, talented people that have made fanart of me. I made it so I could interact with their posts and show them support like they've done for me, and you should check 'em out too! 🧡

Btw if you make art for me and I don't reply in a few days or forget to add you to the list & follow you back, PLEASE let me know in the replies to this post. You're all amazing!! ✨

I made a mii of in miitopia

Doodled during their stream

I made an art of your avatar that I'm really proud of. Fell asleep during last nights stream but I remember you saying you'd like art of your avatar in a more fem outfit so... fox girl BLAST!!!!

best fanart ez (ignore the bad one)

Wahhh I made an account specifically to send in doodles❤️‍🔥 I haven't been a consistent viewer but your streams reminded me of your channel again and I forgot how nice of an environment there was,,, good luck from someone who is also questioning things a lot rn !!!

More Azealae doodle (you can’t stop me >:33) hope this is closer to how you feel :3

I’m not good at art, but I decided to do a 10 minute drawing while watching your stream on the bottom of a paper bowl. Again it’s not good, but I hope you like it.

(If you saw this post earlier Nuh uh!!!) fanart for and so here’s some I drew from a stream like 2(?) days ago! Shhh we don’t talk about how I misremembered both of these models 😅 #azealaefanart #digitalart #youndartist #art

for azalae - may you always feel sparkly ✨🏳️‍⚧️

Fuck google for this one #Femini #ChatHRT

I think I'm allowed to make these jokes now but if not please send a notice via mail at least 28 days before cancellation 👍

I was sketching while watching a stream, and I decided to do some fanart of with her super cute avatar! I hope they enjoy it!! ^-^ Sparkle sparkle!!💫🌟⭐️

I've only been following you for like a week or so, but I hope you like this bit of fan art after your stream last night. As someone who's also AMAB and nonbinary/trans I 100% relate!

woe, fox girl be upon ye

So I did it again :3 , wants more fan art, so Azalae shall have some. I tried to combine some of the features of the Azeal char. This was the first time I drew a woman and a person lying down. Ref. Azeal's stream second half from 09.12.2024 [ #art I #fanart I #drawing ]

Trying out some poses - inked and not inked ( i plan to draw more when less sleep deprived ). Anyhow I have been a fan for quite some time - and always look forward to your content. I wish you best of luck in your endeavors through the mystical land of gender and expression!!

Congrats on coming out, and thank you for helping me figure out I was trans 1.5 year ago.

i try to say this often enough to keep a heartbeat but not so often that it comes off as corny: over the years trans and nb people have counted for a lot of the people who always show up for the stuff i make and share it around. just want to take a sec to let you know how much i appreciate you

I think YouTube is using the suggested replies to mock my eggposting and I don't know how to feel

So this one is a bit out of order, but asked for fanart no matter the skill level in their stream so i had no choice. Thx for motivating me to do things that make me feel sparkly :3 Ref. Azeal YT stream, date: 01.12.2024 [ #fanart I #art I #drawing I #cute ]

Made some graffiti on kingspray vr. hope yah enjoy

AGONY

FOLLOW THIS GAMER THEY'RE CREATIVE AND TALENTED AND AMAZING 💖

Phantom jellyfish friend

Thank you to all my new followers from the stream with . Feel free to AMA if you didn't get a question answered during Livestream.

I hate to even bring this back up but I’ve still been out of work going on 2 months now due to this wreck, I’m still in PT but I’m now out of cash to pay for copay on meds , psychical therapy , general hospital bills and still can’t get short term disability so anything helps. gofund.me/47e9454d

thank you for introducing me to the giant phantom jellyfish, here is my contribution

and for my first trick, i will make a phantom jellyfish neopronoun flag for ! they were talking about phantom jellyfish as a gender presentation concept and i took it and ran lmao :3 hope u like it!!