Skip to main contentAnd now you have to forever live with the fact youll never truly feel at home in your body , you will spend the next 50 years of your life fixing something that can never be truly fixed again : r/4tran4
And now you have to forever live with the fact youll never truly feel at home in your body , you will spend the next 50 years of your life fixing something that can never be truly fixed again
I got diypilled at 14 and then my parents found out and told me the next time I pulled off a stunt like that they'll send me to the streets where I will be stabbed in a back alley as a drugged out whore, word for word, and I didn't try again
It was all my fault. At 4 or 5, I knew I wanted to dress masculine and go stealth. Thought my extended family would forget I was ever a girl. I insisted until my parents let me get my hair cut. And then I pussied out because a bunch of preschoolers called me names.
Could've been a male socialized youngshit had I not chickened out. Or alternatively, beaten into obedience by my parents. It is what it is.
It was really cool that displaying any feminity as a kid led to social exclusion, mockery and abuse to the point where the only viable option felt like repping so I just kinda told no one and spent a decade in the dysphoria blender.
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luckily i disassociated through the entire thing but i probably wouldve started at 18 instead of 21 if i didnt :(
Came out at 15 repped till 19 award
WHY DID NO ONE DIYPILL ME IN MY YOUTH I COULD HAVE BEEN A BEAUTIFUL ETHEREAL CHINESE WOMAN
I got diypilled at 14 and then my parents found out and told me the next time I pulled off a stunt like that they'll send me to the streets where I will be stabbed in a back alley as a drugged out whore, word for word, and I didn't try again
It was all my fault. At 4 or 5, I knew I wanted to dress masculine and go stealth. Thought my extended family would forget I was ever a girl. I insisted until my parents let me get my hair cut. And then I pussied out because a bunch of preschoolers called me names.
Could've been a male socialized youngshit had I not chickened out. Or alternatively, beaten into obedience by my parents. It is what it is.
6yo for me but yeah real :))))
The horrors never end!
It was really cool that displaying any feminity as a kid led to social exclusion, mockery and abuse to the point where the only viable option felt like repping so I just kinda told no one and spent a decade in the dysphoria blender.