half my followers here don't directly know me, so... Hiii, I'm Pattie, but you probably know me as Storster! I am a speedrunner who in recent years has pivoted to doing YouTube content! If you couldn't figure it out already I am VERY trans and VERY gay. I love speedruns, Wii games, and women 🙏🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

i can’t wait to move out of this fuck ass apartment at the end of the month fuck landlords they make you spend half your earnings on places that are barely held together

If you don't have an edit but would still like to support, there's also my ko-fi. Have a goal setup on there setup for July since things have been really rough financially. No pressure, but any support is appreciated!

Instant Transmission

Literally a couple minutes after this post they cancelled the stream. I hate to be the bitch that thinks she’s always right in these situations, but I told you so when it comes to gamer shit I always know what’s at stake, it’s so predictable at this point dude, gamer circles are such a circlejerk

a few people blocked me after this post???? gamers get so offended over the dumbest shit

We have canceled our sponsored stream with SNK. We have heard the concerns from our community regarding this partnership, specifically the company’s majority ownership by Saudi Arabia's Public Investment Fund, and the human rights concerns tied to the Saudi government.

think it’s also funny people saying “but GDQ can’t back out cause of contracts” as if they didn’t already do that back in 2020 in Florida which resulted in losses that took them many years to recoup they’ve had the balls to do such before, this current situation isn’t even a fraction as risky

it sucks because this sort of messaging almost always pushes out actual organizing, bcz its an ineffectual way for people to feel like they're doing something without any actual effort put into it like if all these problems could be solved with a kind email, we'd be in a utopia rn

the mfs who are only saying “just email gdq to tell them how you feel!” and nothing else gives the same energy as mfs who think they are organizers but just spam “write letters to your senators” 24/7 thinking that actually does anything

Between this and multiple shitty behind the scenes things I’ve heard regarding staff and organization management, I’ve honestly lost faith in GDQ tbh. I’m sorry but you can’t say here that they must have just not known. It’s literally their job, 10 seconds of googling tells you about SNK

Anyone defending GDQ rn is really just telling me that they care more about their little uwu bean niche hobby over people in Gaza dying

That Democrats see mass-murdering fascists dismantling the country as nothing more than "colleagues they dislike" is why we've been in a non-stop plummet. Incredible this is still debatable, by people who ostensibly oppose fascism, ten years into this?!?

I feel even more justified not going to SGDQ now, I don’t need to fund saudi government collabs

Since apparently this isn't making it beyond UK news yet, Rockstar petitioned a British court to section an 18 year old autistic kid under the mental health act for hacking their server and leaking a short GTA 6 clip a couple of years ago. No trial, no term of sentence, just locked up in hospital.

do not forget lorenzo salgado araujo. say his name alongside alex pretti's and renee good's

very appropriate that i don’t see them until i live in Owl City territory

woah i just saw fireflies for the first time

was nice hanging out with a handful of gdq people this week 🫡

Once more looking to find more video editing work. Have a couple edits I'm working on, but looking to line up more since I'll be done with those in the next few days Feel free to DM either here or on discord!

i love women

I suppose I didn’t share on here that my plan was never to permanently quit weed, I just wanted to prove that I can live life without it and cope with it in healthier ways. Im back to doing it, but heavily restricted

weed gives me so much wisdom

the sky is blue, and premiere pro quit unexpectedly

cant believe i used to actually pay for it. i encourage you to pirate all adobe products

spongebob

no shade to this person, this is a very common misunderstanding of communism, but i thought id use this as an opportunity to explain what communism, socialism, and anarchism actually mean. because believe it or not, but your schooling probably lied to you. 🧵

craziest thing i’ve seen in a game store

It's finally here! Part 2 and finale of my DK Bananza playthrough. Thanks again to for the edit. 💜

im not currently in any dire need, but my gf could def use the support. she's a freelance video editor continuing to look for work and is working her ass off to pay her bills

As SGDQ gets closer I’ll remind people that I will not be directly attending the event, but I am local to Minneapolis, so if you wanna say hey - let me know o/

i am seriously curious how many people have actually fallen for the mr beast discord scam that shit is everywhere now it’s so annoying

giving away my liver at 3k followers

there’s a part of me that wants to say fuck in and lock in hard to my youtube again cause i’m convinced at least one of my two current ideas are bangers

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m m mmmitch mcconnell more like bitch mcconnell gottem

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america is a failed state

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i think it’s funny that i’ve gotten my foot in the door enough on youtube that I now know multiple way more notable creators on the platform who have exploited me and are horrible to work with it’s more common than you think honestly

so many bitches I'm not even close to will act like they are my bestie until they realize they can't use me and then i become a disposable toy to them been more and more learning how much of gaming community circles are complete frauds

If you don't have an edit but would still like to support, there's also my ko-fi. Have a goal setup on there setup for July since things have been really rough financially. No pressure, but any support is appreciated!

I also last night saw multiple local pages telling people to stop calling 911 in order to ask if fireworks were happening americans are so fucking stupid 😭

also had a neighbor setting off fireworks right outside our window till 1 am and i opened the window and yelled at them to shut the fuck up

'trans ppl need to stop being mean to allies' okay but telling an ally they're wrong isn't being mean.

executive dysfunction is a bitch, been really struggling to do anything the past handful of days

It’s 5 o’clock somewhere, and also there’s always a cis guy diminishing what happens to trans women cause he thinks he knows more libs love eating this kinda shit up cause they hate transfems and think putting “ally” in their bio makes them all perfect angels

this guy unironically called this justice’s defense for stripping trans rights “queer” killing myself

anyone who supports fireworks and enables it is genuinely a piece of shit. there is zero good that comes from it. its bad for your health, and all it does is scare everyone in the area. I shouldnt have to plan my entire day around: my trauma responses will constantly go off tonight

and especially today - if you are approving of such shows, you're genuinely a piece of shit. you really wanna partake in the nazi genocide celebrations?

the 2 firework shows in my area got cancelled last second cause of this, thank fucking god

I’ll take it. Last second major lightning storm with marble sized hail, I’m stalking local facebook group pages where they are all complaining about getting soaked out of nowhere that’s what you get for celebrating genocide, even mother nature is saying fuck you

not gonna use bsky much this next week cause seeing everyone doing GDQ stuff is making me sad I live in the area, but I have 0 money to do anything fun outside my house don’t dm me unless you wanna hang, already having people message me just to use me for resources and nothing else, pissing me off

I know social media is horrible for such and I shouldn’t compare myself but I’ve been barely keeping my head above water while dealing with so much BS this year, and then it feels like a spit in the face seeing people going out and doing things constantly that I couldn’t even fathom funding rn

i wasnt done... FIRST 16 STAR WORLD RECORD IN OVER 3 YEARS

every job i see these days is like: LEAD CONTENT ANALYST, Puppy Killing Factory (remote). $350,000 - $500,000. You will edit our internal newsletter (circulation 500). Associate Editor, Nonprofits, Global Good Magazine (in office, NYC). $27,000 - $28,000. Lead ALL of our fundraising efforts!

I'm proud to announce that TNN has been in operation for *a year* now, entirely thanks to all of you! Now, we need your support to keep food on the table and to keep doing hard-hitting news you won't find elsewhere. As I write this I'm working on a very exciting story :)

dear brain, stop giving me dreams where i’m back in high school thanks

I’m still very behind entering the last day of the month, only have about half to pay for my upcoming rent/bills. Any extra would help 🙏

every single person that sets off fireworks should die the firework day is 3 days away and i’m already hearing that bullshit outside

i hope something really funny happens on july 4th

my new favorite game is TOEM

Pride is over but it's never to late to make a fursona

Been trying to get a lot better about reminding myself that I cant consistently push myself as much as society expects me to, and that's okay. I'm an ultra neurodivergent transfem with multiple chronic issues, and anyone that judges me for approaching life differently can fuck off and die

if i get one more unsolicited political voting text im going to scream are we really starting them up again this early??

about to start giving ridiculous answers to these polls i’m getting i’m feeling evil

im an organizer and i have more important things to do, but i need to say this: but if you are getting on social media today to tell trans women that they are "being too mean" or "centering themselves," after a ruling that *specifically lists trans women as the main targets*, you suck!

one reason i love being a lesbian is because i can just wear my girlfriend's clothes and they fit perfectly :3

I don't have much more to say about the trans sports debate other than if you think segregation is OK because it's a small number of people being segregated you are accepting that segregation is OK in principle Moreover, ICE must be destroyed

You can try

On this last day of Pride Month, I will once again encourage you all to read some Queer literature - essays, poetry, fantasy, sci-fi, whatever makes your heart sing. Read it. ESPECIALLY if you're White, you should read works from Queer Black+Brown authors! Don't know where to start? Here's a list:

i’m so tired of something bad happening to trans rights and cissies first reaction is “think about what this means for cis people too!” like i sorta get it, but it also heavily minimizes the direct transphobic oppression happening to me it screams “oh this is happening to *normal* people too!”

realizing i havent posted pics of my cat recently so. time for that to change. sandwich is so Creature and Baby

do you have games on your phone

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At this rate it’s looking like I’m gonna be at absolute best $300 behind my bills due on the first, would appreciate even the littlest of extra help I overworked myself and I’ve had to take it easier this week after the migraines and vision issues. It’s been a really tough time keeping my money up.

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i don’t understand people who like their own posts 😭

cringing at all the people going to corporate pride instead of people's pride

At its core, the concept of Intellectual property is another example of capitalism facilitating fascism. It should not exist. It’s just another idea of hoarding wealth, enacting censorship, and controlling public dialogue. All it does is benefit those with higher access to resources and wealth.

100 days sober today!

anyone having a conversation about trans activism *without talking to trans people* doesnt deserve to be taken seriously. there is no "LGBTQ+" movement. there is no unified community. there are separate, loosely coherent communities tied together under similar battles, but we are not monolithic

who up doing the cha cha slide

My latest w/ TNN. Took over a month of work trying to talk to attorneys and getting enough info on this. I hope this can help dissuade immediate panic while still raising enough alarm bells for people to organize more.

i think mainstream gaming as we know it has died in front of our eyes every game coming out is at least $70-80 (many not even physical), $500 consoles aren’t profitable…so then you get a competition that is…..$1000….. meanwhile indies are like “here’s my entire life’s work” and it’s only $5-20

i genuinely don’t see myself buying a new game console for the rest of this decade

If you pay $80 USD for a game that doesn't even have a disc in the box with inaccessible DLC-locked shops and missions and generic un-emergent gameplay that hasn't evolved in any meaningful way since 2008 made by a union-busting super employee crunchin' company then you deserve to be swindled tbh

i want people to read this, and then the replies to it, and then come back here. see the problem? yes, we have challenges, but they're not insurmountable, but so many people unfortunately see them as such. we can do more. we *should* do more. dont stop at nokings. go even further

Decent chance I’m even more behind than that, but it’s hard to judge right this second. Everything has been so stressful lately

What’s frustrating is I’m still having slight vision issues too. It has been improving at a decent rate so I’m not ultra concerned, but it’s still ultra distracting and draining. I’ve been trying to rest up

Boosting my friend Soad and her son Omar in Gaza. I know it's easy to get desensitized to the plight of people going through hell bcz of social media doomscrolling, but don't let that make you forget that these are real people who are struggling right now. Your help can change lives

what if mario was real

Also will plug my kofi too if you wanna give but don’t need an edit, any is appreciated <3

it’s okay guys we totally aren’t in a recession

the cheapest version of this costs what i make in 2 weeks when things are going perfectly well and ideal (which isn’t happening at least half the time) 😔

yall ever sleep for 12 hours? i feel so good was having migraines and like occasionally tiny black dots in my vision when moving around…think ive just been really stressed lately and need a break

sometimes i need to remind myself that i am indeed very neurodivergent and have chronic issues, i can’t just work 24/7

I’m still looking for video editing work, bit worried about having enough money before the month is over DM or reply if you’re interested!