Discussion Reasons I’m staying alive(May 2026)

[SoCloseSoFar]

I figured it might be therapeutic to list the few reasons I have for living as of now. Hope the flame of these reasons never dies out or there gon be some consequences.
1,)My surgery was a success and I have a vagina now, seriously, 14 days away from my 1 year anniversary!!!
2.) I love my job, genuinely. Sure being a stripper may not be glamorous but the girls are all so nice and we support each other at my club, I'd consider them family. I love my job.
3.) I just got accepted into college! If the stress doesn't kill me, hopefully I'll be a band teacher someday!
4,) My cat, Mona. She's a tuxedo and only 2 but I love her to death, my bonafide monafide(that's a reference, iykyk)
5.) Spider-Man Brand New Day comes out in July. If anything to live for, as a die-hard Spidey fan with over 80 different funko pops of the wallcrawler and a tattoo of Spider-Man, that is one reason to hold in just a little longer.

What are your reasons? If you have any, I'd love to hear them

 

[wine is fine but]

I figured it might be therapeutic to list the few reasons I have for living as of now. Hope the flame of these reasons never dies out or there gon be some consequences.
1,)My surgery was a success and I have a vagina now, seriously, 14 days away from my 1 year anniversary!!!
2.) I love my job, genuinely. Sure being a stripper may not be glamorous but the girls are all so nice and we support each other at my club, I'd consider them family. I love my job.
3.) I just got accepted into college! If the stress doesn't kill me, hopefully I'll be a band teacher someday!
4,) My cat, Mona. She's a tuxedo and only 2 but I love her to death, my bonafide monafide(that's a reference, iykyk)
5.) Spider-Man Brand New Day comes out in July. If anything to live for, as a die-hard Spidey fan with over 80 different funko pops of the wallcrawler and a tattoo of Spider-Man, that is one reason to hold in just a little longer.

What are your reasons? If you have any, I'd love to hear them

that is fantastic to hear
i hope you have this much zest for life for many years to come
congratulations on your surgery and everything else that has been positive lately

 

[SoCloseSoFar]

that is fantastic to hear
i hope you have tis much zest for life for many years to come
congratulations on your surgery and everything else that has been positive lately

Thank you! There's a lotta shit too, don't get me wrong but I like to think if you don't stop to think of at least 5 positives every now and then, those negatives tend to feel worse. And if I managed to go through fucking bottom surgery, maybe anything is possible… maybe. I still don't know and am deeply depressed and suicidal but a win is a win

 

[Forveleth]

Wow! That all sounds amazing. I am genuinely happy for you. Can you do pole dancing stuff? I have always wanted to take pole dancing lessons.

Despite wanting to end my life and for some reason I can not explain, I decided to take on a massive gardening project. My landlord has let the yard fall into a very sorry state so I am fixing it. I picked out some nice flowers and, if the weather holds, should be planting some time this week.