My Experience With @blzymixtrbochrg (Maria / Empress Blazy Mix)
Before I start I just want to say that this document was made just to tell my story. Blazy has been completely off the internet since 2024. On the off chance she is still on the internet somewhere, please don’t try finding her and harassing her. All I wish for her now is for her to recover from her trauma and to learn from her mistakes.
Hello! I’m Vincent. You might know me for a couple of things, whether that be from my role as a server admin in Precure Hotel or just from Precure related tweets I have made in the past or probably even some stuff from other fandoms I'm in (ex. Frenrey closet). I have held off on making this doc for quite some time now due to two things.
On January 21st 2024 a trend had started in “precuretwt” known as “precurerptwt”. it was mainly a shitpost trend where people would pretend to be characters from Precure. I had partaken in this trend as “Emo Sora”. A day later I was added to a group chat with a bunch of people in it known as “Komugi Fanclub” which is where I met Blazy. We became pretty close after that. I had just turned 15 two months prior. Blazy was 17-18.
I unfortunately do not have access to this group chat anymore. But I do have proof Blazy was in this group chat. It will be shown in How It All Started
My precurerptwt account. It has been mostly inactive since 2024. Komugi Fanclub wasn’t really a roleplay gc. It was more or so just a hangout one where we would talk about stuff.
February 12th 2024, Blazy had posted a series of vent posts onto her account. The content of the tweets were stuff of her saying “it’s gonna happen again” or “im a good girl”. Blazy has dealt with serious sexual abuse and trauma in her life. I will not be going into details for the sake of her own privacy. As far as I know, I never saw the tweets myself as they were deleted shortly after so I didn't know about it.
On February 13th 2024 a topic we were talking about was “Edgy Magical Girl Animes.” Someone had brought up the anime Magical Girl Site. I had replied “im pretty sure the protag gets raped”. That had triggered Blazy and she began to get visibly upset.
Blazy began talking about how she was going to kill herself. I felt so guilty and so shitty after it. I felt so awful for making Blazy upset. I wanted to make it up to her.
my DMs with Blazy.
Statement I sent out to the Komugi Hangout after I was finished talking with Blazy.
After that, Blazy had given me her discord (we never talked on there regardless. A lot of our messages were sent through Twitter DMs) and I told her that she could always come to me if she can always come to me if she needed to talk about stuff.
Blazy had a habit of going into people’s retrosprings as an anon and pretending to be a “hater” so people could say nice things about her. A lot of this was during the Setsulove drama, which was drama she had gotten into on if setsulove was moral to ship or not.
As much as I want to give her the benefit of the doubt and say that she wasn’t in a good headspace while writing these things. With how frequently she has done it and how much she would send, it was obvious she was doing it to get attention and praise from others. Which ultimately worked. Everyone who had gotten his anons sang praises to Blazy, including me, which was how she was able to manipulate so many people.
While manipulating these people, they became her “therapists” (despite Blazy having a professional therapist). These people (who were mainly underaged) had to comfort blazy when she would have a mental breakdown and threaten suicide.
One of those people was of course me. I did more than sang her praises and comforted her though. I had fallen in love with Blazy. I had never told her this due to the fact that she was a lesbian and that we had an obvious age gap. I don’t think she never knew. Or maybe she did. I dunno. I have a savior complex. A really bad one. I dreamed of saving Blazy from her trauma and her family and all of the evil of her situation. I was in love. And that love was the worst thing to happen to me. That love had caused me to get led on into the deep end.
Just like so many others, i had become Blazy’s lapdog. I defended her whenever I could. How could i deny her? She was such a good person.
June 30th 2024. A callout thread about Blazy was released by Zelda (@ddiamondeez).Blazy was exposed by Zelda for being into things like loli/shotacon and incest. Blazy also had a secret nsfw account where she would follow people who made nsfw of the precure girls (shown below).
Zelda was the only other person to know about Blazy’s secret. I don’t remember Zelda’s age. I assumed she was 15 at first but a friend told me she was around 22-24.
Seeing this thread left me devastated. I didn’t know how to feel. I don’t remember much from that night, but I remember crying so much and feeling so physically sick to my stomach that I ended up throwing up. I don't know what happened after that.
July 1st. Blazy made a statement. I do not have a screenshot of the statement but I do have a summary of it that I told my friend (shown below)
Zelda began to get a wave of harassment sent out against her and she eventually deactivated her account. I had unblocked Blazy and sent her an apology. To which she had told me that “I had betrayed her and that she couldn’t trust me again after this.”
Blazy had cut me off and I had believed that I was an awful person because of what I’ve done. I thought that I was disgusting for abandoning Blazy despite knowing her family trauma. But then. I felt jealousy. Blazy had forgiven almost everyone, but me. It wasn’t fair. I felt angry. Especially to this one girl. I hated her. “Why did she get to remain Blazy’s closest friend while I got left behind and cut off?” “Blazy should’ve been mine.” were the things I’ve thought to myself. Before I knew it, I had relapsed. I ended up having a really bad episode. I had deleted a lot of my DMs and screenshots with Blazy, deleting all of the proof I could’ve saved. I had begun to self harm again. I started to have auditory and sometimes visual hallucinations. I’ve always kind of had these, but they got worse after this incident. July was a complete blur after that. I don’t believe I was in the front for the rest of that month. The earliest I can remember after that incident was mid August 2024.
I began to separate myself from Precure and moved onto different interests. I wanted to separate myself from that space. Seeing Blazy's tweets on precuretwt made me think of “what could’ve been”.
That didn’t stop me from thinking about Blazy.
I thought I was no different from Blazy due to my hypersexuality from past trauma. I thought that I had no right to abandon her. I wanted to talk to her again. To be at her side. My thoughts were awful. It has gotten so bad that even looking at stuff that relates to her favorite Cure, Setsuna/Cure Passion was physically triggering for me to the point of tears.
I hadn’t realized I had been groomed by Blazy til around February 2025. The girl I mentioned. The one I “hated”. She was in a group chat with me along with some other friends in precuretwt. We talked about Blazy (I will see if I can somehow grab screenshots of this conversation but twitter DMs have been stupid lately especially when it comes to group chats). For the first time, I felt like I had the courage to talk about Blazy. To acknowledge her existence again. I told her about my experience with Blazy, and turns out we shared the same experience! I had come to the realization that Blazy had manipulated and groomed us both and I felt my initial loathing disappear.
That girl is now one of my closest friends. I’m certain you’ll be reading this since I’ll be sending this to you to proofread. I want you to know that I wouldn’t be making this if it weren’t for you. Thank you for being here for me and if you ever want to come out with your story with Blazy I will support you to the ends of the earth.
Now it’s April 2026. I’ve decided that I had suffered in my silence for long enough and so, this doc was made.
Well, for starters. I didn’t really make this doc to “expose” Blazy to be honest. This was made for my own mental wellbeing. It’s high time I close this chapter of my life. I’m now Blazy’s age myself and I’ll be 18 in November this year. I don’t really know what else I can say except for this so i’ll end it here.
I probably won’t be active on my main for a few days but if you have any questions you can feel free to DM me. It’ll probably take me a while to respond though. I don't check my DM requests often.