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Just A Girl

October 2018

“I know what it’s like to forgive someone for treating you poorly and I know what it’s like to stand infront of them, begging them to not hurt you again but watching them do it anyway.”

— Leave.

Oct 17, 2018

15,913 notes

I don’t NEED a relationship, I WANT one . Like I’m not looking for no one to complete me or make me whole or whatever . I just wanna fall deeply and unbelievably in love with someone . I want someone to never stop choosing me and actually try with me . I want affection and intimacy with someone I trust with my whole heart . I wanna experience something real for once .

Oct 17, 2018

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Can people just like,,, treat their partners right? Almost every human being on this earth is walking around, fucking traumatized by their past relationships because they were treated so horribly.

Love your partner for who they are. Love every part of them. Consider their feelings. Listen to them. Don’t lie to them. Make them feel important. Treat them like a human being, really.

If you can’t handle that, don’t be in a relationship. It’s so simple.

Oct 08, 2018

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sometimes people pretend you’re a bad person so they don’t feel guilty for the things they did to you

Oct 08, 2018

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“It’s terrifying, isn’t it? That even love isn’t always enough.”

Oct 04, 2018

18,024 notes

September 2018

Hey. I know we haven’t seen each other, or even talk each other, in a while. But, I want you to know that I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately and I want you to know that I miss you. Not, “I regret what happened” or “I want to see you again.” Just. “I miss you.” -Just. “I miss you”… It’s so strange to think that someone I knew so well is now a total stranger to me; that I sometimes go entire days without thinking about you even a little bit. Most of the time, I let myself forget, because it’s easier. But then I find something… A photo, a gift and the full weight of what’s been lost comes crashing down on me. Part of me wants to see you again, to hold you again, to kiss you again. But all those feelings become empty dots. When I look back now, remembering that love isn’t always what it seems, it’s just so easy to forget. But this isn’t a regret. We had our reasons for ending it, and they are as valid as ever. But back at the start, we didn’t need any reason to fall in love. We just did. The reasons came at the end, and everything since then has been all about reasons and that’s good. It means one day I’ll find someone I wont have to say goodbye to. But a part of me just misses loving someone, and having them love you back, and that’s all. I guess what I’m saying is, I hope things are good with you. I hope everything is great. -I hope everything is great … I hope you found a love that’s all the things ours couldn’t be. But just a small part of me hopes that you still remember what it was like before all the reasons and that you miss me too.

I Miss You (via anonimoteng)

Sep 19, 2018

707 notes

March 2018

Stop ignoring early on signs of someone in your life being toxic. It only gets worse.

Mar 02, 2018

60,904 notes

It gets better.

it gets better, then it gets worse again. I fuck up all good things..

Mar 02, 2018

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February 2018

For a long time I never thought I would meet someone that would catch my attention. Someone that would get me to open up and make me want to get to know every aspect of them. I feared of a love so plain that being with them forever scared me. I feared a love so normal that it would bore me and tell myself “is that it?”. Terrified that I would have to settle for someone that would try to light a spark in me but never succeeded.  But then you came along Whenever you tell me something new about yourself, I get excited. You make me dream about the future with you. The thought of living a boring life with you doesn’t scare me, because every moment spend with you is worth flying across the world for. You came into my life and turned everything around, everything I knew and was comfortable with got a new meaning and I wouldn’t change it for anything. Your love made me realise that, our kind of love is rare, and honest, and truthful. Every day you manage to light a fire inside of me that never dims. I can take on the world, as long as you are by my side.

Feb 23, 2018

454 notes

does that kind of love exist anymore? that kind where two people and their souls become one, that kind where you don’t have eyes for anyone else, eyes that don’t wander, where the connection and love is so strong that an eternity together isn’t enough to express the feelings you have for someone so perfect, i crave that kind of love

Feb 23, 2018

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December 2017

You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same, nor would you want to.

Dec 26, 2017

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June 2017

I hope you don’t accept anything less than what you deserve. Run away from average love. Run like all hell. You deserve someone who will make your blood stir and cause your heart dance. You deserve to be deliriously happy. It’s ok to be patient. It’s ok to wait for that. You’re waiting for the best, and that’s nothing to be ashamed of.

Unknown (via tanya-nicole)

Jun 06, 2017

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May 2017

Beds are so warm and soft when the rest of the world is not

May 09, 2017

570,195 notes

December 2016

Women are more influenced and persuaded by a man’s sense of humor than his looks.

Read more psychology facts Here

Dec 26, 2016

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someone I dislike: *likes something that I like*

Me: great, now, it’s ruined

Dec 17, 2016

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November 2016

Girls don’t exist to send you nudes and girls don’t exist to give you some sort of pathetic satisfaction when you’re horny. Don’t be a piece of shit fuckboy and respect the girls that you are lucky enough to have even talk to you, and understand that no means no. Don’t be a fucking piece of trash.

Nov 28, 2016

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no offense but I literally can’t process that others genuinely care for me

Nov 14, 2016

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October 2016

Forever saying sorry, because I’m the problem in life.

Oct 26, 2016

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September 2016

Two people don’t have to be together right now, in a month or in a year. If those two people are meant to be, then they’ll be together somehow at sometime in life.

Sep 11, 2016

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my darling, it’s okay to be selfish after a long time of giving your all to others.

because you deserve to receive all the love that you give times a thousand. (via angel-uhrr)

Sep 09, 2016

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Unfortunately I’m the type of person that you can screw over 1 million times and I would still be there for you if you needed me.

(via theloathe)

Sep 06, 2016

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If you're still checking up on me, i miss you.

Sep 06, 2016

44,496 notes

i’m exhausted. i’m constantly exhausted. i go to bed exhausted. i wake up exhausted. every day, every hour i’m exhausted. it’s exhausting. 

Sep 05, 2016

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No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.

Clementine von Radics (via verbautezukunft)

Sep 01, 2016

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August 2016

The opinion which other people have of you is their problem, not yours.

Elisabeth Kübler-RossOn Life After Death (via fyp-psychology)

Aug 15, 2016

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The Complicated Reasons Why Modern Relationships Break Easily

Aug 15, 2016

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It’s gonna hurt. Fuck, it’s gonna hurt like hell. When you give everything you have to someone, and it’s still not enough, it’s going to rip you apart inside. Then it’ll slowly start to get better. You’ll think about things other than them. You’ll find ways to occupy your mind. Some days you’ll still wake up wanting to call them just to say good morning. You’ll still spend some days crying and listening to sad songs that remind you of them. You’ll fall asleep crying because it doesn’t feel right without them there. That’s okay. It’s okay that it hurts. But it’s okay for it to get better, too. It’s okay to let yourself heal. It’s okay to go get drunk in hopes that you’ll get them off your mind, but it’s okay to dance around your room in your underwear because you feel actually happy, too. Life isn’t going to stop. I know right now it feels like the world has stopped turning, but it hasn’t. You’ll make new friends and meet new people. Eventually, you’ll stop thinking about them altogether. And you might remember them forever. They might have a small part of you forever. But you’ll change. You’ll grow. And one day you might even wonder why you loved them, because you recognize that you didn’t deserve to be hurt like that. It’s okay to be okay.

this really speaks to me (via seeing-rouge)

Aug 15, 2016

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Fuck you for leaving. Fuck you for all the times you made me cry. Fuck you for giving up on me. Fuck you for making me feel special. Fuck you for saying things like that and not meaning it. Fuck you for lying to me. But most of all: Fuck you for leaving me when I needed you the most. Fuck you because I still miss you.

I was worth it // R.R. (via missinyouiskillingme)

Aug 12, 2016

62,713 notes
There is something nobody tells you about second chances they are gateway drugs to a third and a fourth and a fifth and an eighty sixth time you let me down I hate reading self-help books that swear by forgiveness that advise me to let go of my heartbreaks and learn how to love again because I don’t need fixing my moral compass is not malfunctioning some people just don’t deserve it not everyone on this planet is a good person you might be able to see the silver lining in parts of them but people are not situations you do not have to adapt to them or make accommodations and excuses you can’t choose the shit that comes into your life but you can cut out the people giving you it I always tried to stretch my heart out  make room for those who have hurt me enough for their bodies and my blood because I didn’t believe in hate but you can walk away from someone without a lifetime supply of anger you don’t have to hold it against them some people just won’t make for a good life I’m saying that you can leave without keeping your scars I’m saying you can turn around without setting fires I’m saying no to second chances for people who will only ever amount to eighty five more mistakes.

Some people don’t deserve it (via ink-trails)

Aug 11, 2016

435 notes

Date me I’m the whole package babe, clingy, always asleep when you need me, and a lil ugly

Aug 11, 2016

544,669 notes
You never really stop being sad; you just have happy moments that make you forget your sadness

Oh (via unto1dstories)

Aug 10, 2016

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Aug 09, 2016

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30 things I wish I knew before I started cutting:

1. Razors are a pain in the ass to get out. 2. Don’t ever let something get to the point where you can’t control it. 3. Shaving will never be the same. 3. Cuts hurt way longer than just when you’re in the shower. 4. Sleeves move around, and they won’t always be covered. 5. The fabric from your jeans will make your skin feel like it’s burning alive. 6. One cut will never be enough. 7. Every line, mark, scrape you see turns into a trigger. 8. Blood smells really, really gross. 9. The scars will constantly remind you, even on the good days. 10. You’re not sure why it feels good, it just does. 11. ^^ Sometimes it doesn’t feel good at all and it will make you cry. 12. You’ll start to see yourself as disgusting. 13. Sometimes the blood won’t stop and you swear it’s your last time, but it never will be. 14. Bandaids, Neosporin, and razors cost a lot of money. 15. Sex becomes very awkward with the lights on. 16. Cuts itch. 17. Then people ask why you’re itching. 18. You’re too hot to wear that hoodie? Too bad. 19. You’ll throw away your razors and the next day feel like a psycho when you’re digging through the trash. 20. No matter how many excuses you make up for doing it that day, none of them will be valid. Ever. 21. People will think you do it for attention, so you’ll start to believe them. 22. You’ll want to stop, you just won’t know how. 23. It will tear your heart out when your best friend does it once. 24. Some places feel better to cut than others. 25. Skin doesn’t always grow back the way you want. 26. You’ll feel like a charity case. 27. Some people will treat you like you are one, too. 28. You’ll start to think more about your back up plan for if you start to bleed out rather than college. 29. You’ll get angry if you forgot your razors. 30. Your mom’s going to cry really hard when she finally sees them.

Aug 05, 2016

179,208 notes
“You know” she said, touching his fingertips like she always used to, “I really wanted it to be you. Everything about us seemed so right. We had our whole future figured out. Why couldn’t we make this work?” “I did too.”, he answered, “I thought you were always gonna be the only one for me. I never thought that I’d ever be able to look at another girl when you existed. I wish it had been that way.” He looked at the sky that had turned pitch black and wished to drown in the dark so she wouldn’t have to see the tears in his eyes. “Then let’s go back. If we had the chance to start over, would you love me again?”, she looked so hurt, so desperate. Something he had never wanted to see. “I wish.”, he whispered so quietly he himself could barely hear. “I wish that I could go back and love you the way you deserved to be loved, the way you deserve to be loved. But I don’t think I’m the right person to give you everything you deserve to have.” The next sentence that escaped her lips broke his heart in more ways than he could have ever imagined. “So what makes you love her so much more than you were ready to love me?”

I really wanted to have this talk with you because I would rather have drowned in tears than in silence like I did e.e. (via wordsparkle)

Aug 05, 2016

4,566 notes
You never apologized for hurting me, but I apologized 12 times for being angry about it

-you were so shitty  (via robetrdowneyjr)

Aug 03, 2016

117,874 notes

one of the most toxic things i’ve ever done is ignore the bad in someone because i love them

Aug 01, 2016

527,355 notes
Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.

John Green, Paper Towns (via hplyrikz)

Aug 01, 2016

91,107 notes

July 2016

Hey. I know we haven’t seen each other, or even talk each other, in a while. But, I want you to know that I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately and I want you to know that I miss you. Not, “I regret what happened” or “I want to see you again.” Just. “I miss you.” -Just. “I miss you”… It’s so strange to think that someone I knew so well is now a total stranger to me; that I sometimes go entire days without thinking about you even a little bit. Most of the time, I let myself forget, because it’s easier. But then I find something… A photo, a gift and the full weight of what’s been lost comes crashing down on me. Part of me wants to see you again, to hold you again, to kiss you again. But all those feelings become empty dots. When I look back now, remembering that love isn’t always what it seems, it’s just so easy to forget. But this isn’t a regret. We had our reasons for ending it, and they are as valid as ever. But back at the start, we didn’t need any reason to fall in love. We just did. The reasons came at the end, and everything since then has been all about reasons and that’s good. It means one day I’ll find someone I wont have to say goodbye to. But a part of me just misses loving someone, and having them love you back, and that’s all. I guess what I’m saying is, I hope things are good with you. I hope everything is great. -I hope everything is great … I hope you found a love that’s all the things ours couldn’t be. But just a small part of me hopes that you still remember what it was like before all the reasons and that you miss me too.

I Miss You (via anonimoteng)

Jul 29, 2016

707 notes

word of advice

if they aren’t making any effort to talk to you or ask about you/how you are, why should you? you deserve someone who you won’t have to constantly wait for/analyze their answers or actions. if they aren’t making an effort, neither should you. your time is too precious to waste it on someone who can’t even bother to text you back. always remember that. 

Jul 29, 2016

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im bored lets talk about mayday parade

Jul 27, 2016

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Things you don’t have to apologize for

  • the way you feel about something
  • not wanting to do something that makes uncomfortable
  • saying sorry too much
  • not wearing makeup/being dressed up/doing your hair
  • caring about something 
  • Jul 27, 2016

    261,382 notes

    me for 3 years straight: “sorry i haven’t been myself lately”

    Jul 25, 2016

    570,936 notes

    stuff to remember if you’ve got BPD

  • Not everything is your fault. You’ll mess up sometimes, but so will everyone else.
  • Leaving a discussion to stop yourself losing your temper or getting triggered is not ‘losing’. You are just trying to be responsible and healthy.
  • You are not manipulating people by asking for support when you feel bad.
  • Denying the parts of yourself that you don’t like will not make you the person you want to be.
  • Ignoring emotions you don’t like will not make them go away. The fastest way to deal with them is to accept that they’re there.
  • Jul 25, 2016

    11,695 notes
    Man Overboard: I miss my girlfriend.
    The Story So Far: I hate my girlfriend.
    Neck Deep: I hate my girlfriend even more.
    New Found Glory: I miss my girlfriend, but I love my friends.
    Chunk! No, Captain Chunk!: My girlfriend doesn't realize the importance of having friends.
    Motion City Soundtrack: I miss my girlfriend so I'm gonna self-medicate by drinking this bottle of Jack Daniels...

    Jul 15, 2016

    49,566 notes
    I don’t do detached. I won’t play hard to get or act cool for the sake of appearing elusive. If I like you, I’m all in. If you have my attention, then it’s because I genuinely care for you. But wrong me and, without even thinking twice, I will burn that bridge and never look back.

    Beau Taplin • A c t  C o o l  (via afadthatlastsforever)

    Jul 01, 2016

    2,863 notes
    I’m sorry I didn’t know how to make you stay.

    I wish i knew. (via written-on-polaroids)

    Jul 01, 2016

    2,902 notes
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