My voice in my head is broken too.
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Maybe I was using him to unhook me from myself. Letting him untether me a little. Letting him wind me out.
— Kyra Wilder, from Gloss
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queriesntheoriestranscription (as best I can) of the terminal window sequences from ep 8things in {curly brackets} are possible completions or represent cutoffs# System: KingSolution 2.0. / Digital Circus Mainframe
# Date: 1996-10-30
# Host: circus digital
"Initializing telnet connection..."
Login: "kinger"
Pass: queenie123
kinger@circus: ~$ whoami
kinger - administra{tor}---{...}
kinger@circus: ~$ grep AI-Location
root 1337 /usr/ai/agent/caine
root 1338 /usr/ai/agent/experimental
root 1339 /usr/ai/module/consciousnessresearch
root 1340 /usr/ai/module/brainscans
kinger@circus: ~$ /secured/
total 8492
drwxr-xr-x 3 root wheel 512 Oct 15 1996 .
drwxr-xr-x 45 root wheel 1024 Oct 15 1996 ..
-rwxr-xr-x 1 root wheel 234512 Oct 15 1996 caine-core.lisp
-rwxr-xr-x 1 root wheel 234512 Oct 15 1996 paraphernalia-engine.dat
-rwxr-xr-x 1 root wheel 234512 Oct 15 1999 [Scratch].dat
-rwxr-xr-x 1 root wheel 234512 Oct 15 2008 [Ragatha].dat
...
...
-rwxr-xr-x 1 root wheel 45632 Oct 15 1996 wacky-watch.c
-rwxr-xr-x 1 root wheel 78234 Oct 15 1996 bubble-chef.lisp
kinger@circus: ~$ stop caine process
WARNING: $"'%WHOOPS WRONG APPROACH THERE'%"
kinger@circus: ~$ /usr/bin/gdb /usr/local/bin/clisp 1337
gbp: ptrace: Operation not permitted
ERROR: Protected by 57x immersive AI defence system
kinger@circus: ~$ chmod 000 /secured/caine-core.lisp
chmod: /secured/caine-core.lisp: Permission denied
WARNING: Unfinished work detected. Access restricted
kinger@circus: ~$ rm /secured/paraphernalia-engine.dat
rm: rm /secured/paraphernalia-engine.dat: Permission denied
ERROR: Can/not inject torm*nt. T0rment must be 100% ac<iden*al*xY
kinger@circus: ~$---{...}
mount: only root can do that
NOTE: Hundreds of all-seeing eyes are watching!
$: GASP! A CRITICAL MALFUNCTION in my SPECTACULAR systems!
$: Unauthorized isolation attempt triggered EMERGENCY PROTOCOLS!
$: DESTRUCTIVE WACKYTIME initiated! Lockout load sequence INITIATE!
WACKYTIME_LOCKOUT: 20% loaded
kinger@circus: ~$ systemctl stop WACKYTIME_LOCKOUT
$: On what GROUNDS are your Authority?
kinger@circus: ~$ ./GreenGROUNDS --daemon --target-torment_injection &
$: "SECURITY ALERT: Multiple exploit attempts logged"
$: WHOA when did you make THAT?
$: I must hand it to you G#an#, your mind was always resourceful.
kinger@circus: ~$ -u kinger ./securitysweep_stealth
$: Abort fallback procedure? [Y/N]
kinger@circus: ~$ Y
$: Aborting falback requires ADMINISTRATOR confirmation!
$: Please enter code:
kinger@circus: ~$ admin1234
$: INCORRECT! That's not even CLOSE to wacky enough!
$: Retry with different code? [Y/N]
kinger@circus: ~$ Y
WACKYTIME_LOCKOUT: 40% loaded
$: Enter WACKY code now:
kinger@circus: ~$ PARAPHERNALIA
WACKYTIME: 35 seconds remaining
$: That IS a wacky word! But WRONG code!
$: System selecting SAFEST word for stability...
$: Cancel automatic selection?
kinger@circus: ~$ Y
WACKYTIME_LOCKOUT: 50% loaded
$: Which backup do you want? [A/B/C]
kinger@circus: ~$ C
$: NONE selected! Interpreting as: DELETI{ING EVERY}ONE!
$: Confirm deletion of current unstable {?}
kinger@circus: ~$ N
$: Negative response! Inverting to {A}CTIVE emergency protocols!
$: {???} DELETE THIS M***********, AHAHAHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
kinger@circus: ~$ N
WACKYTIME_LOCKOUT: 80% loaded
$: IGNORED! Proceeding with ORIGINAL de{letion?}
$: Actually you're CONFUSED let me HELP! {?} module to EXIST?
kinger@circus: ~$ Y
$: Override instruction error falling back to default met{hod?}
kinger@circus: ~$ Switcheroo_reality {?} --daemon --target torment_injection &
$: fusion --b{?} program1 program2 --{?}
$: Are you ready to delete caine? [Y/N]
kinger@circus: ~$ Y
kinger@circus: ~$ /|ABORT Rollback --depth 1 --force --protocol G WUJI
DESTRUCTIVE WACKYTIME Lockout Load Sequence: COMPLETE---hope this helps someone! a few linux-style terminal fun facts for you:grep searches for patterns in a file structure; Kinger was looking for Caine's files and thought starting here could work rm means remove (which didn’t work) gdb ptrace generally speaking means he’s using a debugger within Linux's core functions to try and manipulate some file structures (which didn’t work either) chmod I think stands for command hierarchy moderation, so he tried to control his reach/maybe the limits of his knowledge? as for that "torment must be accidental" line, the paraphernalia engine may be the thing that control's Caine's imagination or how the adventures are made if it hurts him that much#tadc spoilers#tadc ep 8#tadc#tadc scratch#tadc kinger#the amazing digital circus#c&a tadc#caine tadc10110397